13/08/2020

The underwater sound of Heavy Hearts

Last night I was visited by Killer Whales

The thing is I never usually dream of other animals

We were on a kind of theme park glacier

The Whales grew increasingly impatient of the hoards

People who interpreted their presence as a sign

evidence that the human project was blessed

The scientist she told me that the Wales want to be acknowledged

That they wait vigorously to pierce our hubris

so they can broadcast their soundscapes of truth

Visceral messages which would melt our hearts to water our brains

And dissolve our muddled certainty

These creatures are restless to repurpose confusion  

They do not play with our fear they seek to channel it

We have gathered tears from their tear ducts for decades

Yet still ignore their grief

 

A groaning churning world preoccupies us

We dally with positive spins

Thin, cosmetic delusions

The longing for a panacea twists us up

corkscrewing our heads deeper into the sand

Swerving past the gritty grains of truth

As we dash around for cinematic moments of hope

And cast ourselves as saviour to the play things.

 

Play things they are not

They want to be met

They have been tapping out a message

Let’s start there

Swimming through the broken ice of reality

Their heavy hearts are more than facts

Their swirling every day is not friendly

The life all around us is kinetic in its disbelief

Insisting on relatedness

Calling to our wild selves to awaken

And commune with the textured anguish of the deep sea

Their urgency will soon be ours

Discomfort crashing in with intuitive waves of knowledge

Intrusive is the truth

That time is up

 

Killer Whales burst in to my consciousness

Wanting to be acknowledged

Some humans have been diligently listening

I woke up from a dream to write this